Ayahuasca is a spiritual cure. It cures anxiety and depression. However, you must be ready. How do you know you are ready? Everything has a spiritual cause, depression and anxiety have a spiritual cause, too. On the soul level. Something happened to your soul. You know that you are ready because you would do anything to get better.
For example, you would travel all the way to Peru, to the jungle, to an unknown (even scary) location without talking the language and you are willing to vomit your a. off, you are willing to pay anything to do this..... Obviously, travel is impossible if you didn't accept the number of inj e ctions the gov forced on you. It was just an example of readiness, it does not have to be this dramatic, though.
In any case, you always receive what you NEED, what the spirits decide for you. Sometimes the NEED equals the WANT. For example: you want to see colors and visions but you only get black/dark. Well, that is because colors will not work as healing for you. The spirits are extremely wise, mostly your ego is in the way of healing and spiritual growth and you demand things...and get frustrated...however, the medicine NEVER fails anyone and NEVER makes mistakes. I am talking from extensive experience watching people heal year after year.
Now, back to anxiety/depression. The medicine removes the cause (it can be abuse, drowning experience, car accident, seeing parents violently fight as a child, bullied at school). However, you may still feel anxiety / depression later BUT you need to be able to pinpoint what is causing it - unlike before the ceremonies where you identified with your anxiety and "I have had it ever since I was a child." with no apparent reason, now when you heal it, you know what is causing it. It would be a miracle if you didn't feel anxiety, fear, depression - look around you. Is this the world you want? I bet it is not. However, this is what we have at the moment and each of us has to deal with it. Anxiety is natural, anger is natural, frustration is natural. If you can point at the cause.
There is nothing to heal about you if the cause is the current world situation. You can only work on yourself and try to figure out what your role is. What you came to do in this world. And change your PERSPECTIVE AND RESPONSE - but it will not happen without your internal work and understanding of the spiritual side of the physical world. When your anxiety/depression was healed, ay a hua sca will help you with the internal work, spiritual growth, understanding, guidance. That is a true spiritual journey.
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