My experience with Ayahuasca, if I was to use one world it would be profound. As a child I experienced sexual abuse, alcoholic and unstable parents, split family, severe bullying, my mental health issues began there. I began seeing a psychologist at age 13, as I got older I was diagnosed with bipolar, BPD, anxiety, depression & over time physical symptoms began- ovarian cysts, cysts, gluten intolerance, lactose intolerance, infections etc.
At 29 I felt 100% defeated, my body & mind felt as if it was shutting down and I didn’t know how to continue the fight (little did I know, living isn’t about fighting for your life it’s about living in your truth and having love for living life) I was on many anti depressants, mood stabilisers, sedation medication since I was 17 years old and unfortunately it tore my life apart the side effects were endless and debilitating some days. My relationships with men were horrible, I couldn’t keep friendships, My children & partner were suffering, I mentally and physically couldn’t work & I didn’t know my “ purpose “ until I found Ayahuasca.
Prior to Ayahuasca I made the decision that I was going to give it my all, i got off all my medication & life was a little difficult but I made the commitment to finding Ayahuasca and allowing Aya to work her medicine through me & it was the best decision I have EVER made for myself. Finding Ayahuasca….. Meeting Kat & Kev……. I have never ever felt so safe with strangers in my life, these guys are absolutely divine! Their knowledge, understanding and connection to the infinite/spirits/God is something I have never seen before and I am in awe and so grateful I was able to experience my ceremonies with them - I would NEVER go anywhere else, they deeply want to help and it is profound
Mother Ayahuasca showed me trauma from my past, & why the constant infections/inflammation kept affecting me I literally was shown and told I did not need to suffer anymore, there was no need to suffer. At this point I understood, unwanted things that happen to you are things you cannot change but it is up to me whether I hold onto it and suffer or to live in my power & truly release it, move forward and approach life with honouring of love for myself and others. I was shown how to honour myself & others (through food, knowledge is power, prayer, nature, keeping a high frequency, not congregating with negative energies etc).
My youngest daughter was diagnosed with autism, adhd & odd, I was told/shown how to help and guide her in the right direction. I was shown my three angels (my grandad, my dad and my brother, they all have passed and I was able to communicate with them through Mother Aya) I was shown what is going on in the world ( evil & infinite ) and I now choose to live my life through infinite as much as I can. The last day of the ceremony - A current infection I had - the spirits took me and healed me I was confused as to how I would know in human form if the infection was gone - they told me I was going to get my period the next day ( I hadn’t had my period for 1 year and a half ) ….. I woke up the next morning and a true period happend! I was so relieved/grateful. I will never touch another “anti depressant, mood stabiliser or sedative medication “again I will see Mother Ayahuasca I cannot wait to visit Kat & Kev again for more healing Forever grateful.
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